This is the reason I am #single! The very reason! #shereadstruth has helped me so much and today this confirmed that I made the right choices to be single for this long period if time (not that I needed it). FOR ME NOW, being on relationship with someone who will love me as Christ loved the church is above all types ( handsome,money, 6 feet tall, these are just examples). It he doesn't know Jesus how can he love me as such? And if I know he doesn't know Jesus and has no referential fear of God, how can willing submit as I am suppose to AS I WANT TO! That big for me to say I WANT TO SUBMIT and be HELP! Because Sherrie the 20 something year old version was SUBMITTING TO NO ONE and thought she new it all and could do it all thus making Ailani's daddy or no other man HAVING NO CHANCE! Lol. I now fault NO ONE but myself (not that they were blameless) for the crash and burn of my past relationships because I was not in a position to he in one! I was out of order knowing not what I was doing! Being single and in relationship with Christ has allowed me to lose control in a God way! I no longer seek to control ANY SITUATION or PERSON! Which is so freeing for me and at the se time hard for some ppl in my life to understand because they are were accustom to the latter! But I know being HELP is just as the word is used to described how the Red Sea was parted. My help isn't insignificant or not important it's necessary. So I don't have to be in control and that's cool. Funny how I use to use horoscopes to justify this WRONG trait, "Virgos tend to be take charge people!" Sorry horoscopes are suppressive kept me unknowingly locked in a box. Ready horoscope MORE than the word of God! NOT ANYMORE! #shereadstruth NOW! Be encouraged.... Me and You! I have a few more days of this devotional and Journalling publicly has been good for me! I hope you get something from my transparency! ~Sherrie