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Amanda Fox๐ŸฆŠ

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- This picture is not something I ever intended on posting. This was how I felt after calming down from hours of panic attacks that literally left me feeling numb. I took this just to see what I looked like, and kept it to remind myself that not all of my days will be good, but they will all be important. Today I am thankful for my #mentalillness. I know; what a weird thing to say. Shouldnโ€™t I hate it? The sobbing panic attacks until 6am; the constant paranoia and fear of almost everything. The way it affects my relationships with the people I love. How it sometimes keeps me in bed for days just wondering when the hurt will stop. I should hate it, but I donโ€™t. It is a part of me, and I have to learn to love and care for every part of myself, even the parts that Iโ€™m not always fond of. These last few weeks have been harder than I have ever experienced before; but I am growing. I am persevering. I refuse to let my mental illness make me cold, and unhappy. Even when it swells my face to the point of numbness, or it makes me unable to catch my breath and makes my heart race. I will not let it become everything. Because it is not all of me. And Iโ€™m learning to be thankful for that. #youarenotalone #stay #keepgoing
- This picture is not something I ever intended on posting. This was how I felt after calming down from hours of panic attacks that literally left me feeling numb. I took this just to see what I looked like, and kept it to remind myself that not all of my days will be good, but they will all be important. Today I am thankful for my #mentalillness . I know; what a weird thing to say. Shouldnโ€™t I hate it? The sobbing panic attacks until 6am; the constant paranoia and fear of almost everything. The way it affects my relationships with the people I love. How it sometimes keeps me in bed for days just wondering when the hurt will stop. I should hate it, but I donโ€™t. It is a part of me, and I have to learn to love and care for every part of myself, even the parts that Iโ€™m not always fond of. These last few weeks have been harder than I have ever experienced before; but I am growing. I am persevering. I refuse to let my mental illness make me cold, and unhappy. Even when it swells my face to the point of numbness, or it makes me unable to catch my breath and makes my heart race. I will not let it become everything. Because it is not all of me. And Iโ€™m learning to be thankful for that. #youarenotalone #stay #keepgoing
- This picture is not something I ever intended on posting. This was how I felt after calming down from hours of panic attacks that literally left me feeling numb. I took this just to see what I looked like, and kept it to remind myself that not all of my days will be good, but they will all be important. Today I am thankful for my #mentalillness. I know; what a weird thing to say. Shouldnโ€™t I hate it? The sobbing panic attacks until 6am; the constant paranoia and fear of almost everything. The way it affects my relationships with the people I love. How it sometimes keeps me in bed for days just wondering when the hurt will stop. I should hate it, but I donโ€™t. It is a part of me, and I have to learn to love and care for every part of myself, even the parts that Iโ€™m not always fond of. These last few weeks have been harder than I have ever experienced before; but I am growing. I am persevering. I refuse to let my mental illness make me cold, and unhappy. Even when it swells my face to the point of numbness, or it makes me unable to catch my breath and makes my heart race. I will not let it become everything. Because it is not all of me. And Iโ€™m learning to be thankful for that. #youarenotalone #stay #keepgoing
- Had the pleasure of absolutely SLAYING makeup for @gabriellacultrara the other nightโค๏ธ๐ŸŽจ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿป Products used: @tartecosmetics foundation in Warm Honey @anastasiabeverlyhills Subculture palette @morphebrushes Copper Spice palette @nyxcosmetics Lip Lingerie in Dusk to Dawn, Eyebrow Pencil, Blush Palette, Highlight Palette, and Contour palette @rcmamakeup No Color Powder #rochester #beauty #makeup #makeupartist #mua #undiscovered_muas #nofilter #nofilterneeded #slay #datenight #ilovemyjob #passion #booknow
- Had the pleasure of absolutely SLAYING makeup for @gabriellacultrara the other nightโค๏ธ๐ŸŽจ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿป Products used: @tartecosmetics foundation in Warm Honey @anastasiabeverlyhills Subculture palette @morphebrushes Copper Spice palette @nyxcosmetics Lip Lingerie in Dusk to Dawn, Eyebrow Pencil, Blush Palette, Highlight Palette, and Contour palette @rcmamakeup No Color Powder #rochester #beauty #makeup #makeupartist #mua #undiscovered_muas #nofilter #nofilterneeded #slay #datenight #ilovemyjob #passion #booknow
- Had the pleasure of absolutely SLAYING makeup for @gabriellacultrara the other nightโค๏ธ๐ŸŽจ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿป Products used: @tartecosmetics foundation in Warm Honey @anastasiabeverlyhills Subculture palette @morphebrushes Copper Spice palette @nyxcosmetics Lip Lingerie in Dusk to Dawn, Eyebrow Pencil, Blush Palette, Highlight Palette, and Contour palette @rcmamakeup No Color Powder #rochester #beauty #makeup #makeupartist #mua #undiscovered_muas #nofilter #nofilterneeded #slay #datenight #ilovemyjob #passion #booknow
- TFW you come home from a business trip to a thank you card, a selfie from after her service, and a little extra thank you in the form of a #Starbucks gift card >>>๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ’• This is why I do this. I love making people feel happy and confident, and the love and gratitude I receive in return fills my heart, I am so grateful for every single client, and my PLATINUM Family, for filling my life with so much meaningโค๏ธ #rochester #hair #stylist #thankyou #grateful #ilovemyclients #ilovemycareer #wonderwoman #happyclient #platinumsalon
- TFW you come home from a business trip to a thank you card, a selfie from after her service, and a little extra thank you in the form of a #Starbucks gift card >>>๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ’• This is why I do this. I love making people feel happy and confident, and the love and gratitude I receive in return fills my heart, I am so grateful for every single client, and my PLATINUM Family, for filling my life with so much meaningโค๏ธ #rochester #hair #stylist #thankyou #grateful #ilovemyclients #ilovemycareer #wonderwoman #happyclient #platinumsalon
- TFW you come home from a business trip to a thank you card, a selfie from after her service, and a little extra thank you in the form of a #Starbucks gift card >>>๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ’• This is why I do this. I love making people feel happy and confident, and the love and gratitude I receive in return fills my heart, I am so grateful for every single client, and my PLATINUM Family, for filling my life with so much meaningโค๏ธ #rochester #hair #stylist #thankyou #grateful #ilovemyclients #ilovemycareer #wonderwoman #happyclient #platinumsalon

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