Instagram photo by purposeinpurity[Story Time = Long Post Alert π¨ππΎ] So one thing you will learn about me, & following this page is I'm super duper transparent. I told the Lord if he delivered me I won't keep my deliverance to myself.
So in 2014 or 2015. I went to the doctor because I know my body and I knew something wasn't right [going to spare you the harsh details] and I asked my doctor to do a full work up of STD test, HIV, PAP Smear, blood test etc. She didn't want to do it, because she thought I was being extra. What she didn't know is I was sexually active on a whooolee different level π©. Sin has no conscience (I can preach that ππΎ) Basically, you know when the doctor calls and not the assistants that means bad news. π°. I never forget I went to my aunts room and cried ππ. I felt like the devil won, in one moment I struggled with anger, pain, hurt, shame & embarrassment. The devil will make you feel like you are the only one. So ok she told me what STD I had. I also learned google is the devil πππ. I thought I was dying. So if that wasn't enough, I go back to the doctors. She calls me again, I told her I was going to swing and ask questions later (ππΎ) ππ. So to find out I had cancerous cells on my cervix. All of the same, hurt, anger, questions, sins, questions about my mortality came up. The devil won and then, I realized. He is my Abba Father, a healer, a redeemer, a lover of my dark soul, forgiver of my sins, keeper of my mind, deliverer from depression, he resisted suicide. He did sooooo much. I wish I could tell it. I had people who were super cruel but I learned so many lessons. Sis, when I tell you waiting is my ONLY OPTION I mean it!! I have mannnny more stories. Can't wait to share ππβ€β€ I love y'all! It's So Worth the Wait ππΎππΎππΎ #pure #purity #purposeinpurity #singleness #dobetter #God #love #courtship #LoveGod
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